So Confused..
Last night i dreamt of a dream.
And i woke up wif a scream.
If i ever end up in here,
or just a test of god's will.
Question asked left unanswered.
Streak of confusion consume me.
The truth in which i shd search,
or ignore it and just left it be.
Question had been left forgotten.
For a brand new life to seep through.
But i will always remember,
the question i asked u..
"Are u attached or single??"
"Are u free on a date??"
If we had the time to mingle,
hope knowing u is not too late.
This question left me wif confusion,
and to pursue further into my passion.
The passion for life and love,
and the god i trust above.
I hope u are reading this,
and the message i try to convey.
all the answer dat i had miss,
will end my confusion for today.
blogged at 9:27 PM
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Lonely
(For anyone that felt alone...)
Thousands faces pass me by,
on the alley of infinite times.
As times has already fly,
i wonder when will u be mine.
Time is to be treasure,
for only once u can used it.
Loving some1 is not a leisure,
cos u love only once and stay wif it.
Lonely i am at this moment,
denying the lot of the crowd.
Trusting someone aint the same,
after my heart has been broke.
Alone here and there again,
trying to find dat right answer.
Is this life just a stupid game?
Blinding and deafeaning all my senses.
I fall and stand up once more,
on this solid ground i once stood.
Even if im so bored to the core,
the positive in mind is in my mood.
Maybe the time hasn't come yet.
Maybe the answer aint right here.
I wont be happy i wont be sad.
Cos "Loneliness" is nothing to fear.
blogged at 5:34 PM
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Well here goes...
The year 2004 has just passed,
and 2005 is here to stay.
All new including this weird class,
where i laugh and never pray.
There is always joy when we're 2gether,
never ever did sadness control us.
As a funny and weird class forever,
u guys is better than the last.
Time passed and so does IT1A,
The second year is just the start.
I wld like to say this if i may,
do forgive me if i ever fart. (Some of u guys noe lah)
Blogging is now better than EC,
u can type watever shit u lust.
For as long as i can see,
no one pay attetion in class.
Dats the short story 4 today,
of my new class IT2P.
Never ever pay attention in class,
one thing we are not stupid!!
blogged at 1:41 AM
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Break Up wif me pls...
I laugh again and again,
At your pathetic attempt to hold me.
I loathe at ur foolish game,
to come again and cry at me.
At home i sometimes wonder,
why u ask for the breakup repeatedly.
At last u got your satisfaction,
and so i laugh and laugh continuosly.
Don't you ever see me again,
in this lifetime or the next.
If u call, u'll make me laugh again,
For u are gone and make me sick.
Whenever u are here,
i'll act blind as u appear.
I'll have no fear,
For this relation i just not here.
There is no chemistry between us,
i knew this since that time.
I oso know i'll have no lust,
when engaging sex with a lime.
I'll puke and vomit at your sight,
and pray hard that this is the last.
Pray i will day and night,
cos wif u around,it is a must.
blogged at 1:29 AM
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THE CURSE
(From my EC Account)
Days are now that has gone by,
and this memory of mine is still fresh.
From the inside of my heart im dying,
from all this misfortune i've seen.
Felt that my brain are so gullible,
it can be easily cheated by people.
Even if im a very responsible,
Lies, traitor and many is just a Fable.
I remember a time when days gone by,
and night wish has pass me by.
It was a gift or should i say a curse?
to have this skill to impress and serve.
With words that could means a million things,
With letters that is type with the fling.
With Phrase that combined together as one.
In the end a poetry as great as the sun.
Poetry is my talent or not i say?
A curse or a gift from god,
im puzzled 1 things for i know is that,
i like expressing feelings through it.
Without fear of being hunt down,
from people i once love.
I'll show and write a story.
about them or us as in History.
blogged at 1:07 AM
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